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Slipping through my fingers like piles of debris
Ive lost you but I never had you
My tears swell up with the lump in my throat
The day is gone
You whispered slightly but the wind took your voice
and now I sit here contemplating everything
you don’t know that I watch you as you walk on past
with no recognition that I exist
I am nonexistent in your world of wonder
Waiting to be noticed, felt by you, held by you
Let me please not evaporate out of here alone
I am curiously watching your every move with anticipation
I wish you knew my name, felt my heart, seen my soul
But you don’t
And the day is gone once again
The night is dark and over and over again
barely existing, tired of this fight for your love.